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We say to the apathetic, Where there's a will, there's a way, as if the brute realities of the world did not amuse themselves each day by turning that phrase on its head.

José Saramago


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Wednesday, August second, 2006

I am ripping my way through The Keep -- it is utterly mesmerizing reading. Danny's paranoia and half-hearted fight against same has me nodding in sympathy; I'm anxious to find out what links his story up with Ray his author's.

posted evening of August second, 2006: Respond
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A note on The Keep: I very strongly identify with Danny's relationship to the telephone/internet -- the bit where he gets his satellite hook-up working and listens to his voicemail, with a combined feeling of "wow messages for me!" and "oh god, this again" resonated for me. Also I think Danny would be right at home in the comments at Unfogged. (Indeed I am tentatively identifying him with coolest-guy-I-know Joe D., although the resemblance is admittedly inexact.) (And speaking of people I know in the story: Ray's cellmate talks exactly in Bill's voice. Not skinny like Bill but.)

posted morning of August second, 2006: Respond

Tuesday, August first, 2006

Tristram is born, maimed and misnamed; and I am lapping the reading group. So let's leave him to his own devices a little while, when A White Bear puts up her Volume II post I will return there. In the meantime: this weekend I read a book review that interested me very strongly. So today, when Jennifer Egan's The Keep was published, I went by Coliseum Books and picked it up. (I believe it is the second book I have ever bought on the day of its publication, the other one was Mason & Dixon.)

Started the book on the way home and am being blown away by it. Funny, this is the second book I've read recently in which the protagonist is just my age. (The other was Absurdistan.) This is giving me a funny sense of generational presence that I have not felt before. (Note -- Shteyngart is indeed my coeval; Egan is a couple of years older than I.)

Ellen read Egan's Look at Me previously, and doesn't remember much about it except that she loved it, and thinks she has it around the house.

posted evening of August first, 2006: Respond
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Friday, July 28th, 2006

This is exciting: Gary Shteyngart has an op-ed in today's Times.

posted morning of July 28th, 2006: Respond

Sunday, July 23rd, 2006

So I found the last hundred pages or so of Bleak House really unsatisfying. The quality which I think had really drawn me in about the rest of the book -- which was the airy, meandering way of storytelling, the tangential ramblings along the various paths of the story which led seemingly by accident to the revelation of some connection, somehow furthering the plot -- disappeared and was replaced by a driving, all-too-visible narrative structure. The last really affecting moment in the story, for me, was the discovery of Lady Dedlock's body. -- And even by then it had lost a lot of what I was reading for.

But the two things which really put me off about the ending were Mr. Jarndyce's bequeathing of Esther unto Allan -- which just took the inhuman quality of their relationship about three steps too far for me -- and the final chapter, in which Esther sounds like a sanctimonious prig.

I liked the resolution of the court case a lot; but the discovery of a new will among Krook's papers really added nothing, really seemed like a lame excuse for a little extra suspense at the end.

posted afternoon of July 23rd, 2006: Respond
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Friday, July 21st, 2006

I realized this morning, why I have such a strong visual picture of Lady Dedlock -- she is the only character in Bleak House who I really feel like I can see her face, or at least for whom the image of her face remains constant. This morning (oddly at the moment when Esther beheld her dead) I figured out the face I am seeing is Margaret Dumont's! And I think she would be a well-cast in the role of Lady Dedlock. Great! Groucho can be John Jarndyce and Chico will shine as George Rouncewell; and Harpo I can see in no other role than that of Dr. Woodcourt. It would be a beautiful movie.

Update: Also, Zeppo as Richard Carstone.

posted morning of July 21st, 2006: Respond
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Thursday, July 20th, 2006

At the party last night, Roy reminded me of my initial aim in starting this blog (and this website in general), which was to write about the books I am reading. Well, and, right now I am reading one that I'm finding just lovely, very moving, to wit Dickens' Bleak House.

It is hardly the perfect book I suppose -- I find myself thinking as I read it that there are too many lucky coincidences -- and I think I will notice even more such when I reread it and have the various threads of narrative more firmly in mind. I think that is the principal failing of the story. But with disbelief suspended, what a lovely story it is! The poetry of Dickens' language and the acerbity of his wit make for a world I can spend all day thinking about.

Also: I think the story is very sentimental in places; but it is sentimental in such a way that I respond emotionally, which I am finding pretty unusual. I felt a tear in my eye when Jo was dying -- when I was talking with LizardBreath last night she said she didn't really respond to that, Jo was just the poor orphan who dies, rather than a fully human character; and I could see what she meant, sort of -- but it worked on me. So whatever.

Next up: A White Bear is going to be conducting a discussion of Tristram Shandy. So I will read it! I started to back in 1999, it was the very first book written about on this web site. So here I am full circle! Nice.

posted evening of July 20th, 2006: Respond
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🦋 Birthday Meetup

Tuesday was Lindsay's birthday (also Roy Edroso's, by coincidence), and yesterday evening, she invited the Blogosphere to hang out with her at the Bohemian Garden in Astoria. Well I went and was very glad I did -- besides Lindsay and Roy, I saw several old friends and met a couple of new ones; including my currently-favorite blogger, A White Bear. Got home a bit too late to be much use today.

posted evening of July 20th, 2006: Respond

Tuesday, July 18th, 2006

🦋 OpenSsl Certificate Authority

I've been working on learning OpenSsl, and pursuant to that I needed to figure out how to implement a Certificate Authority. I messed around some withCA.pl, which is included in the OpenSsl distribution; but there is some kind of compatibilityissue with OpenSsl on my school machines. So here is my solution complete with hacks:

  • openssl genrsa -out cakey.pem 2048
    openssl req -new -x509 -key cakey.pem -out cacert.pem -days 1095


    This creates a private key and certificate for the Certificate Authority
  • perl CA.pl -newca


    I'm just using the functionality in CA.pl for creating a demoCA directorytree. When prompted, specify that you want to use the cacert.pem you created in the previous step.
  • cp cakey.pem demoCA/private/cakey.pem
    echo 1000 > demoCA/serial


    These are two hacks -- CA.pl did not copy my cakey.pem into its proper location,and did not create a serial number file in demoCA. The "1000" could be any number.
  • openssl genrsa -out cli.pem 2048
    openssl req -new -key cli.pem -out cli.csr
    openssl ca -in cli.csr -out clicert.pem


    To create a new signed certificate, follow these three steps: first create a privatekey, then create a certificate request, then sign the certificate request.

posted evening of July 18th, 2006: Respond

Thursday, July 6th, 2006

A couple of new pictures in the family album -- long time since I've put any photos up! There is a shot of Sylvia in her costume before her dance recital, and with her class ready for the recital. On the way home we came through Jersey City, and Sylvia and Kaydi found some big chess pieces to play with. On the 4th of July, Sylvia rode in the bike parade, and was proud of her prize ribbon. And here is the writing desk which we built a few posts down.

posted evening of July 6th, 2006: Respond
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